Young and naive, I was just 22 when I first laid eyes on London. Dusty and dirty after two months exploring India I landed at Heathrow, a place somewhat more refined than the crazy, colourful and loud streets of India. With well-worn Birkenstocks on my feet and an overloaded backpack on my back I navigated the tube and, while feeling rather out of place, made my way down the tree-lined streets of Chelsea to a hostel, which I would call home for almost a month.
Jobless and homeless I began building my life in a city that felt immense and at times isolating. First I found a job, then a place to live and finally started figuring out how make friends in a country where I didn’t know a soul.
Slowly I grew to know my way around the streets that had once confused me. I mastered the art of cramming myself into a packed tube and realised most Londoners weren’t as terrible as everyone makes out.
I discovered my love of coffee shop hunting, and began to explore different neighbourhoods around the city while checking off a never-ending list of cafes. I wandered endless weekend markets and took a million photos; mostly of charming London doorways, coffee cups and flower shops. I spent warm days cycling through Hyde Park and rainy days hiding in world famous museums. I braved the tourist filled streets around Oxford Circus more times than I would have liked and discovered local owned boutique shops down quiet side-streets.
Along the way I met a bunch of truly beautiful people, who helped make that city that had once felt so immense and isolating a little less immense and far less isolating.
I’m 25 now, my time in London allowed me to grow and taught me so much about myself and what I want out of life. Before London I had never lived out of my parents home, had never travel beyond my own country and had no idea how this whole adult-ing thing worked. While I still haven’t completely figured out life as an adult, I am a heck of a lot closer than when I first stepped off that plane.
I managed to survive on my own and have seen more of the world in that time than I imagined possible.
So why would I choose to say goodbye to a city I love so much? Six months ago leaving London wasn’t even a thought in my mind. But over the last few months something changed, I began to hear that familiar voice telling me it was time for a change (the good kind of internal voice, not the crazy kind). Being that I’m an atrocious decision maker this lead to a whole lot of turmoil for me, but eventually I decided to trust my intuition. Two weeks ago I packed up the life I had built in London and stepped out into the unknown once more to start again. This time I’ve chosen to call Edinburgh home, a city that is slightly less hectic and a place I’ve grown to love through numerous visits over the years.
London, thank you for being so completely wonderful. You were everything I imagined and much more. This isn’t goodbye, just a see you later!
Brian's Coffee Spot says
I think you’re going to have a fabulous time in Edinburgh. It’s a wonderful city!
Enjoy your time there,
Brian.
Emma says
Thanks Brian!
Already loving it here 😀
Fee says
Amazing how you can just pack and leave – you’ve done well to create a home in London. Beautiful pictures too. 🙂
Emma says
Thank you! 🙂
I tend to overthink many things in life but for some reason I find packing up and moving somewhere new easy. Must be my curiosity to see and experience the world!
Kassie says
I packed up my life a little less than a year ago and left the city I called home for 2 years so I totally understand the feeling. Now that I’m back in the country and looking to move a states away, I’m more than excited to create a new home. London is just one of those cities that captures the heart so I can see how it is hard to leave. Enjoy Edinburgh!
Emma says
It definitely not easy to say goodbye to a city you love, whether you’re leaving by choice or not. Glad you were able to relate to my post! So excited for your new adventure though, all the best! xx
(ps – I’m going to check out your blog now!)